Oh hidup ku

Why Why Why Why WHYYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

FRUSTATINGGGGG!


I met a few housing agents. Viewed a few units. Quite an experience.

and it's one hell of a tiring experience. boy, do i feel lucky now for staying here. getting kicked out anyways, so doesn't really matter now.

You know the feeling?

Some one who's not really close to you and who just happen to know one of your relatives for donkey years helped you out big time to find a place to stay in a foreign land. pulled some strings and all that. and what?


it all comes down to this. She. having to announce to me that i'm being officially kicked out from this place and now as painful as it is for her.. (really?) i'm desperately searching high and low.


it's quite awkward. really. i honestly do not know how to express it through words.


but in any case, i will get a place. a real place. soon. stay positive bitch!

i will miss this place. but c'est la vie bitch. really c'est la vie.



oh work. i will be on a 8 days break from this hell. I will be back to my hometown to settle some family matters.

and will definitely be needing all the guidance i can get from God. bless me oh Lord.

send forth your strongest and most brilliant angel to guide and protect me and to provide all the wisdom and necessities in order for me to handle and to take charge of the situation and to provide me the angel that will bless every word, every situation, every person, every thing that i face with pure joy and happiness. With every confidence i have in my body, i lift it up to you and trust upon your favors that it is peace and happiness that every one will have at the end. Amen.




and shortly after my return back here, it will be the day when the management will decide, am i or am i not worthy of being in that place.


whatever it may be. BRING. IT. ON.

yes, i'm a person filled with ego.






oh Life.

C'est la vie Bitch.

Life is so unfair.

At the rate things are going now, I honestly don't feel like going through another day of my life.

Can I not wake up the next morning? Please. Sounds really emo. I know.

Just because I'm facing all these shits doesn't necessarily mean that I have to be emo. Right?

Perhaps it's just natural for me to be emo. I do have every right to be emo, don't I?


Things are neither going well at 'home' nor is it at work.

The egoistic lioness refuse to acknowledge my capability to conform to the required standards.
She conveniently still believes that I have yet to convince her that I am worthy of it and I deserve the right to be granted a 'pass'.

Apparently, not to her. I'm not 'there' yet. Whatever. Maybe bosses are just like that. They are impressed. Problems expressing? They are just being egoistic like how most of them are. They won't admit it to your face.
Boohoo. Screw it. Really. Whatever shit comes, come. Just take it lah. What could get much worst than this? Pfffttt.. Discriminating biatch who really needs some. Big time.
I've done my part. Can't you just acknowledge that I, TOO!, can do it. ergh.



'Home'.

"Why do you set your alarm clock so early?!?!".


WELL DUHHHH! ERRRR... MAYBE LAH I WANT TO WAKE UP EARLY. MAYBE ONLY LAH. I'M NOT SURE. I like to wake up very early in the morning for fun. that's what young kids like me do these days. It's like the coolest freaking trend ever. wth?


"Why didn't you switch it off?!?!".



HMMM... LET'S SEE... I like to enjoy and appreciate the sound of the annoying bell ringing sweetly and gently to my ears. OH SO RELAXING. wad.da.fak?! Perhaps hearing your freaking high-pitched not to mention extremely loud voice ala Hainan style early in the morning is just what every stressed out kid like me really needs.

If I would have heard the clock ringing, I would have switched it off lah dammit.

"Why do you set your alarm clock if you can't hear it!?".


AND HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO ANSWER A QUESTION LIKE THAT?!
at 6.35 am. I thought to myself, is that a freaking trick question?!

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Why do things have to get so messed up like this? I don't get it. Am I suppose to?

How many 21 year old bugger out there are facing the same shit as me right now!?


Things at your real home are not exactly in a favourable state from every aspect. Financially. Socially. Whatever. You name it. It's there.

Things at work are just getting tougher and tougher as the day goes by. Crying out for help only to realize it the hard and painful way that it's every dog for its own. Bitch. It's a real doggy dog world out there.

As if those shets are not enough. Try being in a foreign land and your supposedly trusted landlord is on the verge of kicking you out. Bearing in mind that people at 'home' are actually expecting some financial support from you desperately. Though help can be granted conveniently from some other 'better-off' party. At the rate shits are going. Don't even get me started.



Social Life. Working Life. Family. Financial matters. Private Life.



Sigh.
A documentary should be quite interesting.
I'm so hurt. Terrified. Sad. Disappointed. Demoralized. Discourage. and worst of all. Lonely.







Help much?

and I did not exercise at all... HAHA!

hahahahaha.

the very bangang me.

I was surfing the net one day. I came across this ad online. It's about this slimming package whatever crap. The ad was REALLY attractive. like really. Click click Click click.

and guess what?

Two days after that, Ring Ring! Ring Ring!

"Sir, you've just won one session of free trial for this service blah blah blah blah.. when can you come over?"




5 days later..



























It was just a trial session. so there wasn't any significant change in me physically. hahaha. The following day..

wtf?

Prince of Egypt's getaway.

This is Arab Street.

It's this small cozy alley filled with really cool hang out spots for youngsters.

The whole stretch does not have a proper lighting system, nevertheless, it's still really cool.

The unique selling point of this place is the ambiance. Although it looks kinda gloomy at a glance.

Walking down Arab street reminds me a lot of a few places back in Kuching.

Sitting of the floor filled with comfy cushions. Chilling with friends. Shisha.

Daymn.

I went to place nearby Arab Street to have supper with a colleague of mine. Joe.

We had this BBQ-on-the-spot kinda thing at Beach Road. The signboard says it's Korean style. whatever.

Joe and his friends decided to use a shortcut to reach the Bugis MRT station. That's when we had to use Arab Street.

It's like the coziest place I've come across with so far here.

Damier Graphite

3rd September 2008. Casino Night. Private Event. Awesome!

Till then, you know love me. xoxo - Bing

Yummy!!

Today, I discovered something very very interesting.

Across the road from the place I stay, there's this "Mini Food Court".

I've never been there before.

Today, I've decided to pay that "Mini Food Court" a little visit.


and TO MY SURPRISE! Wa Wa We Wa!

And here is where they store the "super fresh Main Ingredient"...

Walao ehhh... super super super enticing kan?!





I chicken-ed out and decided to order from the next stall. This was what I ordered.

*Buuuurrrppp*


















Till then, you know you love me. xoxo - Bing

Raffles City

So today, had to collect stock, from another store located quite far away from Orchard.

Raffles Hotel.

So confusing.

At first I thought I had to stop at Raffles Place. but NOOOOOO. Apparently it's at City Hall.

Bangang!

So ya, as soon as I've reached the place, I was blown away. Totally.

LIKE WOW man the place. Seriously.

Got me thinking. Eh eh. Nak request transfer sini la... hahahhaha. Seriously. The place is AMAZING!

Here are some pics.

Upon reaching the entrance, I was like.... Waaaaaaaa..... niceeeee....




Fall in love with this place dohhh...











haaa.... this is the best part... fuuhhh... nice nice nice!





haaa... nice right?! hahahaa....

Anyways, so ya, I was lost again, on my way back. but just for a little while. hahaha..

See what I mean?

So ya, got back to my work place. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Yada yada yada, yada yada...


Here's me, today. :)

Oh by the way, had lunch at McD today. Managed to took a few really nice pictures, after editing la ofcourse. hahaha.

Till then, you know you love me. xoxo - Bing

Merdeka Spirit

Today.

After work as usual, Sally and I were walking to the bus stop behind Ngee Ann City.

We stopped by Old Chang Kee to grab something to eat.

On our way there, kat Orchard Road, depan Ngee Ann City, ade banyak bende ni..

Wondering what were these people looking at?

"Eh! Sally. Hang on. I wanna see what is so interesting leh."



Rupe-rupa nya, it's the Amazing duo, from Mongolia.

Performing in Public to raise some funds for charity, in conjunction of Singapore's National Day.


I present to you.... taaadaaaaaaaaaaaa.....






Amazing!



Next to the Mongolian's booth, was some musician group. with pretty cool outfit. :)



There were a whole lot of other booths as well. Some selling clothes at a very very affordable price.





Although I'll be working on a PUBLIC HOLIDAY this month, tapi takpe.

I shall apply for off days to celebrate 31 August 2008!! Hopefully I'l be granted the off days. :D












and........ that's about it for today.














Till then, you know you love me. xoxo - Bing